Gawd why does high school have to be such a drag? people are just so annoying. don't they know that there's more to life than this? i guess not. I hate this feeling. I can't stand it, its like I'm asleep, but at the same time I'm awake. its like a slomber death, but its not death. I'm wide awake with my eyes wide shut.
Walking through the halls, with bodies apone bodies, a sea of people being hurded like cattle, teachers and the security garuds standing on the side lines, pocking at us with words that they use like cattle prodes. they're voices pericing my ears, turning theinside of my head to mush.
The slush oozing out my ears and onto the floor leaving a big pudle of human remains. my body faliing to the floor like an emepty shell. the world passing me by and nobody stops to help. their so wrapped up their only little lives. I feel myself slipping, losing my grip on the world, drowning in my sorrow. "Tears For Fears".
I have no fears. At least, not now. I wish I could bring back the days of yesterday, when my mind was primitaive, and nieve thoughts filled my head. But even those thoughts filled with pain and anger, as red as the crimson blood running from my fingure tips. If I can't go back and there's no tomarrow, and today fades away with no hope, no love of better things to come, then let death brush his kiss apone my lips and leave to die alone. I'm always alone and will for ever more be.